This Time Last Year
I am currently quite miserable with pain and health issues I'm trying to figure out, and I realized today is a world away from March last year. Last year I was in the final month before BLU and my 100 mile attempt, all kinds of trained and fit. I had lost 10lbs and had consistently run and strength trained for 6 entire months. What a great feeling that was. Look, here I am not caring about anything but the race! Also, iPod club. I was running in a skirt again which made me even happier. There are no blog posts from any of that time which I regret now. You know I've always loved food (too much) and I'm now adjusting to it hating me. If I eat 'the wrong thing' I am having 2 or 3 days of pain. It's quite intense. I don't know how people (bless you all) deal with chronic pain day in day out, it's absolutely awful. This is all getting progressively more tiring and my brain has spiraled into a number of not-awesome places....
